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The last few sucky weeks
I suppose I could take this all off my chest even a little bit if I write about it. It might be depressing, well it is depressing, but I don't care really who else reads it. These are no secrets, but I don't like it at all how they affect me. This whole last month has just sucked big time. And I mean BIG TIME. About 5 weeks ago my girlfriend broke up with me. We had just moved in together a month before that, it's like... couldn't you decided to do this like.. 4 weeks earlier? And I thought she might be the one. Yes, it sounds corny, but I have never had this feeling before. My mother and father were really happy when we moved in together. Or at least, we rented a little place together. But of course she kicked me out. I first crashed at some friends places, but I couldn't rely on them to give me a place to sleep. It was a hectic week of trying to find a place to rent that wasn't falling apart, covered in mold and dust or had annoying neighbours. Now 4 weeks ago my dad contacted me at the Ministry when I was working, my mother had died. It was just too much, I smashed a hole in the wall of the department and left for Scotland asap. My poor mother, she was as healthy as a fish, and she got a heart attack. My dad found her, she had died a few hours earlier, all alone. Aweful. So even more hectic to arrange everything, my dad was devistated even more then me and my sister were. They had loved each other so much.
I have found a little house in the town not too far away from where my dad lives three weeks ago, so I can take care of him a little. But he doesn't want to live in the castle anymore, all alone. But my sister doesn't want to live there either, and I just don't know. It's too big for one person alone, so I can totally understand my father. And too many memories linger there from my mother. Even for me. But for my father it must be terrible, every corner, every room, every objects holds memories.
On top of that I haven't been able to concentrate properly at work and already came too late two times the past week. And on top of that I'm not able to get into my Animagus form, which sucks big time.
Can it get any worse?
I have found a little house in the town not too far away from where my dad lives three weeks ago, so I can take care of him a little. But he doesn't want to live in the castle anymore, all alone. But my sister doesn't want to live there either, and I just don't know. It's too big for one person alone, so I can totally understand my father. And too many memories linger there from my mother. Even for me. But for my father it must be terrible, every corner, every room, every objects holds memories.
On top of that I haven't been able to concentrate properly at work and already came too late two times the past week. And on top of that I'm not able to get into my Animagus form, which sucks big time.
Can it get any worse?
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